You know what? Fuck dating. Fuck it. At least as far as I'm concerened, fuck it. I don't deserve anybody. I've finally accepted that. Its true. The more I think about it the more I agree. I'm too fucked up to deserve anyone. So I'm going to completely quit looking and trying. There is no point. There's nobody out there for me. There really isn't....And its taken me too long to really accept it. So I'm done. That's it. I'm no longer looking for anyone. I no longer care. I have resigned myself to being alone. It just makes sense. So that's that. Nothing else to say.
