dansquatch

Well, Heather wants nothing to do with me now, as best as I can tell. She won't talk to me, which in my opinion is a really immature way of going about this whole thing. I have apologized to her several times, meant it each time, and even left her alone for about a solid week. She won't even give me 15 minutes of her time, or as much as a reply to an email. I don't know if there is any room to fix things with her, but I would hope so if I weren't sure she hates me or something. I am once more extremely dissapointed in myself for managing to fuck this up. I have been beating myself up over this all week. Of course I'm sure she wouldn't care if she knew just how bad i feel about all this. Women don't really seem to care about how I feel. The date was going so well too, for most of the night. Not even 15 minutes before she got home she told me on a scale of 1 to 10 I was about an 8.7 or so. Then I made at least 1 stupid slip up and now I believe she wants nothing to do with me. I don't understand. I just want to talk to her so I know she's hearing me when I apologize. Hopefully she'll accept it if nothing else. Its too bad I thought there was potential there. That's what I get for being optimistic. I get walked on. Story of my life.