danov

Happy anniversary.

I feel so heavy right now.
Its almost suffocating.
This longing for something far away.
The last time I was here I was dying inside.
The only difference is that now Im dying happy.
Bleeding black to red to white,
Never understanding why it has to be this way.
Love the leech, bleeding me endlessly.
The snake squeezing my heart to dust.
The voices that shake my head.
I want to cry so much and so often do.
I cry because I love you.
Whenever I love anybody it is like death.

The reason being that I know nothing lasts forever.
Nothing.
Knowing your thoughts just makes it hurt more.