dannydmc

We just met, but it doesn't mean that I can't say that I'm glad you had a nice trip.

And btw, it's okay to be whiny sometimes-- isn't that why we have blogs, so we can whine?

I wonder what a New Jersey anthem would be like...

Weird Al does rock! I am sorry you are having such a bad time. If I could do something for you I would. I would be scared...and I would also not go home so I admire you for that! I hope all goes well deary! Try to have a good day!

i just dont get that the police arent bieng more helpful to you, you shouldnt have to live in fear....i probably wouldnt go home either, so just please be careful...and yeah, i love wierd al!!

wow, it sounds like you were writing about me!!!....I am EXACTLY the same, I can sleep for hours, its just the getting to sleep thats the problem, i lay down, the mind clicks on, and purely random thoughts go by, everything and anything!!...just like you!...i have been using over the counter sleep stuff a bit, some nights it works, other nights it doesnt, i have been trying to relax when i go to bed, but it can be tough....when i get some extra money i am going to buy a cd alarm clock and get some of those nature sounds cd's and see if that helps at all........here's to sleep!!!

I tried to sleep last night but got a phone call at 1am from a friend who had to testify against her mother in court. So at least your lack of sleep wasn't for too bad a reason. But I know how much it sucks. Hey, at least you get to look at hot naked girls on here when you can't sleep. Hope things get better for ya.

as much as you want to wail on these kids, remember too- alaska is #1 for alcoholism, and if these children are that bad, there have been problems at home for a long time. don't blame the kids. maybe sit them down and ask them what you can do to understand them better. call a meeting with the parents, with the principal. remind these children that even threatening harm is called intimidating a witness, and is a class B felony, punishable by 5 years in a federal prison.

and understand that they simply do not have the understanding of a loving and supportive family like you've had.

these children are quite likely fetal alcohol syndrome. and that is a heady issue, and causes so much horrid damage to the frontal lobes of the brain. which is our center for impulse control, consequence, and reward system.

reach out. do not push away. you may learn something in the process.

You know I have always wanted to visit Alaska...it is on my list of things to do before I die.

I didn't go to Pick Quicks, but I did go to the Roost. It was fun! I loved Maynooth.

My new project is about grieving and gender construction in late medieval England.

sometimes the adults are worse than the kids...just be the better person, although it will probably piss her off more.

I have never actually been in the snow, you should put up some pics, so we can see. I know how you feel about getting spiritual and introspective, I have been slowly travelling down that path myself...not religios, but spiritual..it's very calming.

maybe ask to sit in a few circles with the tribes up there. it's very powerful hearing the stories of the native americans. and their view of life and spirit is amazing.

I think its wonderful that you are not afraid to express your emotions! Unfortunately in our society, men are trained not to cry, and that makes it worse. There is nothing wrong with crying at all, if you feel the urge for any reason, go with it, truxt me, you will fell better than holding it in. I am an extremely emotional person and I cry a lot, and I dont care who see's me, I just let it out...if feels good, and its healthy...So stop bieng so hard on yourself!

i think you can watch the premire of LOST at abc.com.......you have to see it.

which is why i dont like to be around teenagers, they bug me.

congrats on having your own place and privacy!!!

i read this yesterday and didn't even notice your mention of wierd al.

i'm a HUGE weird al fan.

coping is such a learned behavior, and if you learn it growing up(i certainly didn't), you have to learn it very quickly when you're in the real world.

Thank you again for the sweet comments. Screw your roomate if he can't take Ozzy! He rocks! Hmmm...Ma. has plenty of places for rent you know. Well happy alone winning...and that girl may just show up at your door...you never know.
Have a great weekend!

you don't want to live with someone who can't appreciate ozzy.

oh, i'm all right. drama seems to have all subsided. it's in my last few journals, if you haven't read them.

i would totally come over to your house, whether mom and dad were in bed or not.

I come from a large family, I have been to many, many funerals, its never easy,,,,,,,what type of village do you live in?

Thank you for the comment!