Ha I should try and be more active on here. Oh well. Don't really care.
Everything is still pretty stupid, so I don't know why I bother updating.
I'm really lonely but trying to take things slow and that doesn't really
go hand in hand at all.
If I had known that relationships and friendships were going to be this
complicated I would have never involved myself in any of it.
I hate how frustrating and how stressed out it makes me. Right now
I just feel like saying fuck it and just be by myself for a while. My trip
to NY should be good, getting away from this city will help me think
clearer and Blair always kind of brings me back to who I am.
Anyway, boo hoo, get a life, grow up, and roll with the punches I guess.
I refuse to answer my phone tonight. My ex-ex-ex-boyfriend Roni keeps calling me and its
really annoying.
Just because I'm by myself now doesn't mean that I'm interested in anything
but getting my shit together. I don't want to hang out with you all the time.
I hate it when people get butthurt about me not wanting to see them when in
reality it has absolutely nothing to do with them.
Gah.
Everything is still pretty stupid, so I don't know why I bother updating.
I'm really lonely but trying to take things slow and that doesn't really
go hand in hand at all.
If I had known that relationships and friendships were going to be this
complicated I would have never involved myself in any of it.
I hate how frustrating and how stressed out it makes me. Right now
I just feel like saying fuck it and just be by myself for a while. My trip
to NY should be good, getting away from this city will help me think
clearer and Blair always kind of brings me back to who I am.
Anyway, boo hoo, get a life, grow up, and roll with the punches I guess.
I refuse to answer my phone tonight. My ex-ex-ex-boyfriend Roni keeps calling me and its
really annoying.
Just because I'm by myself now doesn't mean that I'm interested in anything
but getting my shit together. I don't want to hang out with you all the time.
I hate it when people get butthurt about me not wanting to see them when in
reality it has absolutely nothing to do with them.
Gah.
socal_drew:
Have a great time In NY and party your ass off that always helps me feel better and forget my troubles 
carina:
I'm sure the trip will help. I try to take one, even just a small one every couple months. It'll give you time you clear your head and hopefully have a lot of fun so everything else will just fade away.