daniofthedead

i have a lot of shit to do today so this will be quick....

i woke up due to the sound of my surge protector beeping like mad and i was completely sweaty. apparently electric went off from something? so i couldnt see to shower..i just went off with my moms car to kmart for some relief.

have sooo much shit to clean today and laundry to do and such. school is tuesday so i'll never get this done otherwise.

harrison wanted to hang out and visit me today cause i havent seen him since....sunday when he took me to work. i really didnt have time to hang out and i feel really fuckin bad cause he came over, my house was hot so i forced him against his will to take me to the mall. he got really upset when i said i really needed to get stuff done...since when am i to push him away? i shouldnt feel bad cause i actaully have things to do....and hes pushed me away enough in the past. ugh. dealing with ex's and such is one hell of a mess. i love him but....i've wasted too many tears and lost lots of confidence and pride over this boy. i realize im glad he broke up with me (gee the second time?) because honestly, its giving me time to find out who i am without harrison....maybe down the road things will be okay....bleh! this is not a quick post anymore! this must end i am rambling! ha evil!

gosh its already 3 pm. ugggggggggh i've only cleaned my bathroom and nothing else. eff.

ps: mountain dew EVERYTHING is the best....baja blast, pitch black, code red, regular and livewire! mmm delish.

i smell.
-dani

call me a safe bet, im betting im not