danierin

girls....
guys....

they are all the same. all people are all the same. i dont think of myself any different. but when its them and me being hurt.....

i officially give up.
im so over all this.
tired of pleasing people.
tired of expecting good results and in the end there is something inevitably wrong.

between phone calls from people needing money from me that i don't have and trying to maintain a life of some normalcy. IM LOSING IT!

i want to flee... to another country where no one knows me and i can just be at ease w/ no worries from back home. i wouldn't even say home. home is a bad description. home is where the heart is. my heart (in terms of where i miss the most...) belongs no where. moving so much all my life i was never able to truly establish myself. loved moving, hated leaving... if that makes any sense.

im here...
i want to be there w/ you.
no matter where you are.
i want to be there.
not here.
not here where i worry.
not here where i cry.
not here where im sick.
not here when i die.