It's one of the hardest things to go through is something like that. For those of you who don't know me and misskristinwere together for a long time. This sucks. She moved on and I'm stuck in the dust, not ready to go yet. I should just go find someone else but whoever I find doesn't compare to her thats the biggest problem. I swear this last 2 months everything has gone down the shitter. I'm doing horrible in school right now, I can't concentrate. Happiness level has been shot to shit, and if you know me I'm normally a pretty happy individual. I just need a hug or something because nothing has been good for me lately. I can't even look at her anymore, or when i do i sneak onto her camera in chat then click off right away, its pathetic. I think I'm supposed to be happy for her, that shes with someone else that makes her happy, but I'm not. I feel kind of abandoned without a care. I'm sorry this blog isn't for everyone but just thought id let it out to whoever listens.

PS i think i might be leaving sg soon