dango

S'up?
Well... The holidays are just around the corner. What a pain in the ASS!! O.K. they are kinda fun, but are they worth being broke as a joke? Just to fly home costs over a grand, then you have gifts to buy so the Baby is happy and the broke family members get what they need. Hey there's another five hundred or so, then you gotta party while your home and hit the casino's... Thats another 500 to 1000 dollers. I guess the big question is, can I afford it? Thats pretty iffy. Yes I'll go into the negative (unless I win at the casino), but thats stressfull shit when you got a mouth to feed and clothe. Somtime in Feb or March I'll dig myself out and be fine, But is it worth it? It never seems like it. Just the flight home blows so bad that its not worth it.
Why do people do things to make others so happy. I would Soooo rather go on a cruise or some type of vacation. I just cant ever bring myself to spend my monney on somthing like that, that I cant have somthing phisical to show for it.
Well, Life goes on. maybe one day I'll have enough not to care, but for the time being I'm not so wealthy to not give a shit.
I hope the coming days treats you all better as you all deserve it.
Oh yah, My Dad is dieing of stomach cancer. He was a real shity Dad, but he's still my Dad. I guess I'm mostly pissed off that he was so shity and that there is no time machine to get my child hood and teenage years back. I guess my finacial status will improve by a good chunk. Thanks Dad. O.K. thats bad.
Take care everybody.

I think we should have a CONTEST to see who can make the most F'ed up crazy holliday greeting card useing what ever form of art you want ( Drawing, Photography, painting excetra). Tell me what you think.