I had a realisation today. Its one of those things that occurs often to me. The realisation that life is so mundane, and that no matter how out of the ordinary your current goings-on are, your life is still only as mundane. I, personally, get into a point quite often where I lose focus on what life is in general, and forget that all things...
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Ever feel like you've completely disappeared?
supergp:
...well, I deserve a good chewing. I did play video games a little this weekened when I shoulda been doing homework.
And yes- I'm feeling like I've disappeared right now. We oughta do a drunken movie night or something soon. We'll get drunk and reassure each other we both exist.
Need a theme, though.
And yes- I'm feeling like I've disappeared right now. We oughta do a drunken movie night or something soon. We'll get drunk and reassure each other we both exist.
Need a theme, though.
In the process of finding a new place to live. I'm waiting to hear back from a couple of people about a couple of 1 bedroom houses. Needless to say, I have my fingers crossed.
Once I get into a new place, I will be sitting down, and writing music. I'm shooting to finally finish an album by the end of March. It is a...
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Once I get into a new place, I will be sitting down, and writing music. I'm shooting to finally finish an album by the end of March. It is a...
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Slept like a log today, over 14 hours. This whole staying out late nights during the week is starting to get to me. Woke up at 5:00 this evening. Wasted the entire day.
On another note, I'm pissed that there arent any stores carrying Stubbs the zombie, or the land of the dead game. Looks like i might have ot get them off the internet.
On another note, I'm pissed that there arent any stores carrying Stubbs the zombie, or the land of the dead game. Looks like i might have ot get them off the internet.
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thedarkness:
Sometimes sleeping the day away is good.
esther:
I'm sure you would be the very best daddy ever to my wee hatchlings. Look for one in your 4th of July stocking.
Preparing for the onslaught. I've been getting punished for my lacksadaisic nature. As soon as everything is better, I will be alone, in a room, with one thing on my mind. Completing what I have been building up for.
The outbreak will erupt.
The outbreak will erupt.
rainwolfkin:
for some reason, people always say, "wo, why 'rainwolfkin'?" but the next person who comes along says, my name is 'beetroot' and no one minds. i thought it must be time for a change.
its funny how I hide in the security of my insecurities. The little things that I hold on to to tell myself there's purpose. There's meaning. There's reason to go on. Im starting to doubt what I've convinced myself of. I'm starting to doubt that which makes me convince myself to go on. Am I happy to be down? Am I down to be happy?...
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rainwolfkin:
yes. men just dont look good with boobs. 
ataxia:
lamo @ the (sarcasm)
you
me
beer
deep talks
you
me
beer
deep talks
Ive often wondered about whether or not my own justifications about some of my actions are enough to actually warrant those actions.
Did anyone get a chance to check out the music link I posted in the Last Journal Entry entry? What did you think?
Anyone who does not have Myspace access, message me, or email me to get a couple of the songs.
Did anyone get a chance to check out the music link I posted in the Last Journal Entry entry? What did you think?
Anyone who does not have Myspace access, message me, or email me to get a couple of the songs.
for those of you with access, check out the new music
Kevlar Body Suit - Myspace
I usually would not suggest others to visit myspace becuase of moral and philosophical dilemmas, but they do give me free hosting space until i set up a web page.
Kevlar Body Suit - Myspace
I usually would not suggest others to visit myspace becuase of moral and philosophical dilemmas, but they do give me free hosting space until i set up a web page.
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esther:
hahaha
SQUISH
CRUNCH
SNAP
CRACK
hahaha
SQUISH
CRUNCH
SNAP
CRACK
hahaha
rainwolfkin:
exactly how i feel about the weather.
More than a year ago, I was all but destined to face a harsh reality. I knew that it was coming. I was waiting for it with much awe and anxiety. I knew that it would be devestating, and I knew that it would change a lot of things. When I realized this reality was all but unavoidable, I made a decision. I decided to...
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thedarkness:
I underdstand, soemyimes you just don't feel up to it.
persephone:
I like your new profile picture
That was some great alliteration, thanks. I happily hope you will honor me with some more soon....ok that was really bad.
I still have 8 or 9 months to go before I leave, so right now I am just working my ass off to save $$$. That's about all the preparation I am doing at the moment.
That was some great alliteration, thanks. I happily hope you will honor me with some more soon
....ok that was really bad.
I still have 8 or 9 months to go before I leave, so right now I am just working my ass off to save $$$. That's about all the preparation I am doing at the moment.
That's right. Finally bought a new camera. I can now throw down with the crazy photos again.
esther:
Thank you, handsome!