dane_valek

All this confusion.


Must break the cycle.


Must be free.


Take this weight off my back, and let me get up.

Falling back between the lines. The lines aren't even there, but I am placing them up. If I don't construct a path to walk along in this situation, I will stray into things I want no part of (right now)

I have found some sort of peace in what was once torment. As doors closed around me, I found that I could fit through the air ducts. Now, I find my way out into the light feeling remorse only for the fact that I was so blind to the things around me. The answers were there all along, but some force kept me willing to...
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Is there only sorrow? Is there no joyous recourse, or is it that you never talk about the good times, expecting everyone else to jump when you suddenly lose it all?

The taste of what lies ahead is bitter in my mouth. Old options have opened their doors again, and options I have not explored are looking at me with wanton eyes. I am confused. I am left to weigh my options like a leader on the verge of war. My choice could lead to bliss, or to ruin. How does anyone cope with this choice?...
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I am lacking the answers i need.
Searching for words ill never hear.

I absolutely love weekends in which I can sit around and play video games for hours upon end. I love it even more when I don't have any obligations that stop me from playing. Nothing like waking up and turning on the video games.

Recording music is so much fun. Even better when it turns out sounding good. I guess investment is the key.

Crackdown for 360.... awesome. All that needs to be said.


I think I am addicted.

I will beat these old habits. I will not give in to the seductive nature of what I know. I will not find myself in a routine that will lead me downward and broken.