dane_valek

Times are too damn gone.

here I am on a perfectly good saturday morning, thinking about sleep, wearing one shoe, and pissing about life. Pissing about Bull shit. I know the answer, I always have, and its some where about 3000 miles away in the arms of some asshat who doesn't deserve it. MOTHER FUCKER!!!!!

Okay, what a truly shitty day. Felt like crap all day, got home and ran out of smokes, didn't feel much like writing any music. Just all around crappy. I decided I'd do one thing that would make me hapy, and go get some smokes. Logical, right? I thought so. Apparently the fates weren't down with that, because on my way back through the desert...
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So Frail.
So weak.

frames of flesh break
hearts of tissue rip apart.

So Tired
So dead

Ran into a n old friend at the gym tonight. Turns out a mutual friend of ours is on the Vice Squad, and this friend I ran into tonight is trying out next week for the Iron Curtain. Awesome. Means not only will I run into some SG friends at the Roller-derby bout on the 16th, but I'll run into some other random people I...
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out of breath
out of will
I wonder if this is what its like to die.

I am officially an asshat. I am the only one to blame for my asshatedness, to boot. I let her walk away, without ever saying hello. I had my opportunity, and still I let it slide. I thought I was over this bullshit. I need to slam my head into a brickwall a few times to straighten out my brain. Sigh. Let me put it...
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I want to be part-machine. I want to have a constantly changing complex microstructure of nano-scale robotic technology constantly evolving me to suit my current conditions. I want a chemical production center in my brain that gives me exact control over how much I need to rest and how quickly I heal. Time ticks on, and technology moves forward. Still, I stay the same.


Or,...
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View the digital age through new eyes... finally I join a new revolution in optic technology, long after it came out... what can I say... I had to wait for the price to drop. (MAG 17" Flat Panel Monitors ROCK!!!!!)

Then there's departure. I want to disappear from this place, yet I cannot. I must wait for pieces to fall into place. There is no...
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Figuring out the world. I've got these new eyes in my head, connected to this new brain, and now I have to connect it with everything else. How exciting is this? The thrill is lacking. I have come to despise the world, so It's no more than a chore to have to embrace it, even temporarily.


I'm Jealous of her. For so many reasons.

Wash...
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And then there was tuesday.
but it's not gone, yet.