dane_valek

Part of me is happy. Part of me aches like a thousand senior citizens' knees. I can't help but feel relieved to know their leaving, and I can't stand it at the same time. I drove away, and felt nothing. No pain, No joy, and the more I think about it, the more I realise my silence may have been the best thing for my...
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A complex situation I have gotten into. My ethics deny me the things I want while my heart tells me to ignore my ethics, and that it's worth it. I don't want to make the same mistakes, again. Some would say I'm making "the same mistake" either way. But is happiness a mistake?

As the world collapsed around him, he felt a little angry. He had put so much work into himself, and now it wasn't going to count for a fucking thing. It was then that He realised that in his hands was an odd sort of switch, and he knew then that he had accomplished everything that would ever matter.

So what if people's feelings get hurt?

What am I your guardian angel? I don't remember signing up for that. maybe because I didn't. Didn't you catch the sarcasm? Okay, I'll clasrify for you. I didn't sign up for it. I'm not here to make sure everythings Mickey Mouse for you. I'm here to live my life, not lifeguard over yours. Get over yourself, and...
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It's too fucking hot.

You know who you are (though you'll probably never read this):

I had a dream about you last night. Not anything new by any means.It's the latest in a series of dreams where the last piece of this unfinished puzzle falls into place. We met at the Coffee shop, as you were in town for your sisters wedding. It was instantaneous. We both knew instinctively...
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Let myself fall so far apart.
pick it up and start again.
Live the same routine,
and watch it fall again.
Change is made this time
I watch it fade away.

Destruction of the things that once were is far too easy.

Reconstruction of the things you've destroyed is much more difficult.

And then, in some sickening sort of way, there was peace.

The problems compound, like a contantly changing formula of some sort to which the solution keeps changing. One minute it is X, and the next it is Y, then X + Y to the power of 17

What's an abacus to do?