dane_valek

Tony left today for New Mexico. It kind of saddens me that he is gone. I've known that guy for just about seven years, now. He's been the only person that I've been sure was genuine. I know he will be doing awesomely in Santa Fe, and I already miss him. He left about a week earlier than expected, though. I was kind of hoping to take he and his girl out to dinner this weekend. Oh well. Sigh.

All of the things changing around me have motivated me to change my own life. I've just got to wrap up a few loose ends here, and I'll be set to make those changes. This is going to be the longest few months of my life. I may even hold out here long enough to get some sort of career. I may postpone that. It's just another decision to make. The only downside to school is that it is just one thing to keep me here, as I would really like to take advantage of my resident status. So many things to think about. I would love to get out of this town, out of this state. I'm torn between the northeast, and the northwest. Two places have really been in my head recently, and I'm dying to know why. Namely: Seattle, and New York. I'm more inclined to investigate the former rather than the latter.

Where's the wheel of chance when you need it?

...I'd even take the wheel of morality.