The end of the line has come. I am through with your dealings and toilings. At this point, there are few reasons for me to remain. You are not one of them. You think you have some minute power over me, but in reality I let you think you have ANY sort of control over me. Not because I think it will garner rewards for me at some point. No. I do it because I know you. I know you all too well. As long as the ends are met, the means to attain them are pointless. Sure, you're on a different level than some of the others, but you ARE in the same building. It's people like you I wish I could eradicate. If it weren't for manipulators like you, some of us could live contently. That's the problem though. "When you become content, you run the risk of becoming complacent." Words I've lived by, yet ignored for far too long. Make your choices. Blame someone elses actions for the outcome. It makes no difference. The only people who will notice are the people who won't care about your trivial problems.
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