dane_valek

You know who you are (though you'll probably never read this):
(Part 2)

I've had many dreams about you. You used to be such a lovely memory to me. Now, you're merely a reminder of times gone by. I've evolved tonight. I had the last drop of water fall in this bucket of revelation. You were not at all who I thought you were. I built an idol, I built a perfect image of life that centered around you. I see now that all that work was for something that only I saw. Your statue has fallen under disrepair, and your are no longer what you were. This image that you were to me is not what it was. I have learned so much, and let so much go. It has made me realise things about myself. It has made me realise things about life. Don't get me wrong. The game was fun while it lasted, but I'm done rolling dice. I'm done playing martyr and fool. I wish you nothing but the best, and I wish I had struck this image long ago. I loved you once, and I will always love you in my own way. Now I must move forward. There's far too much for me to hope for to be lingering over you. Good-bye dear friend. Good-bye manipulator.