... and I realised just then something that I could not grasp. It was funny because in my head it all made sense, yet in that same head there was nothing. A curious calm became within me, and I have no idea where from, or why it came to be. I felt it, like a weight lifiting from my frame. The tired bones no longer burdened by something that they never knew they were burdened by...
esther:
I was in tucson monday night, i should have fucking called. damn me