dane_valek

The clock in my room went out due to a power outage a few days ago. I have yet to set it. I find that I just don't worry about time as much. It also helps that I'v been spending time at my girlfriends house a lot lately. Haven't felt the need to set it much. There are other clocks I can fall back on...
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The fear is gone now. I had been in this situation before, but never gotten this freaked out over it. It made me realise how much I need to change things that are happening in my life. I need to kick myself in the right direction.

I'm Scared as hell right now.

Trying not to give in completely. I found a friend that is turning into so much more. I'm trying to avoid the same traps I've put myself in before. Namely: I'm trying to let go and see where things go. On the flip side: I'm staying cautious. Not getting so far beneath the waves that I can't recover should things not work out. I hate...
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I've been bad. Not just tonight. It's been pretty often over the past few months. I feel bad about it, and I know that I need to fix this "circumstance" because I'm not only endangering myself, but others as well. I think I'm more subconsiously concerned with the repercussions of this choice though, and not the moral obligation I'm overlooking. Time to start acting a...
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Good things and bad things. The universe always has to even itself out. I picked up a computer from work today at no cost to me (it doesnt have a hard drive, and it's old), and got a bonus for all my hard work. Then, as I'm driving around today, I lost a fanbelt on my truck. Luckily, my dad's a mechanic and he's showed...
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"It's in his leg, we're going to have to amputate."
"No, Don't you dare take my leg! Ira, Don't let them take my leg!"
"Wait, it's headed for his testicles"
"TAKE THE LEG!!!!!!!!"

Picked up The Tick (Live Action Series) and Evolution on DVD last night. I watched about half of the series of The Tick I didn't like the live action series as much as the animated, but I still do find my self laughing hysterically to lines such as:

"Does it really matter? .... Does it really Anti-matter?"

and:

(While being hit over the head...
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Tony left today for New Mexico. It kind of saddens me that he is gone. I've known that guy for just about seven years, now. He's been the only person that I've been sure was genuine. I know he will be doing awesomely in Santa Fe, and I already miss him. He left about a week earlier than expected, though. I was kind of hoping...
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Not sure if I believe it, but it's still entertaining:

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Supposedly, these are images of or related to the site known as "Area 51" I'm kind of expecting to hear that Google was messing with everyones heads, and superimposed the images, but either way: It's fun.

Debating whether to stay up, or to hit the old bed-a-roo. I'm not REALLY tired, but i could use a few hours of sleep. I know if I do go to slepp I won't want to wake up until like noon. I don't want to sleep in that late. I don't think I am going to be riding Motorcycles with the old man in the...
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I Feel...

...so dirty.
...so unwhole.
...like I've forgotten who I am.
...I've covered myself up so well with who I wanted to be that I don't recognise the truth.
...the weight of a thousand "I'm Sorry"s on my shoulders.
...the things within my head trying to escape, clawing their way to the surface.
...I'm getting closer to what's real.
...you're eyes on me everytime...
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