don't be mad/sad/angry/emo just know that I still love you. 
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I've been in the doctor's office for almost two days straight. The thought of having cancer at 23 scares the shit out of me. They have no idea what is wrong with me. Why couldn't it be something easy like herpes? or terrets? fuck.
Yesterday, I had to drink all of this awful, awful liquid that coated the insides of my body and then they took a scan of my body to try and notice the problem. There were several they found. but nothing that they'll tell me yet. I just got the phone call yesterday evening that I needed to go back for more tests.
I'm going back in today for a lower abdomen exam. WooHOo!
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I've been in the doctor's office for almost two days straight. The thought of having cancer at 23 scares the shit out of me. They have no idea what is wrong with me. Why couldn't it be something easy like herpes? or terrets? fuck.
Yesterday, I had to drink all of this awful, awful liquid that coated the insides of my body and then they took a scan of my body to try and notice the problem. There were several they found. but nothing that they'll tell me yet. I just got the phone call yesterday evening that I needed to go back for more tests.
I'm going back in today for a lower abdomen exam. WooHOo!