Well its been awhile since I wrote a blog about my life. I think the last "my life" blog I wrote was all the way back in early 2011 on my myspace profile. Sadly all of my blogs on my myspace profile I wrote from june of 2005 to january of 2011 are now gone because has now gone to hell. Sometimes i'm curious if anybody ever reads my shit that I just throwdown on these blogs. The only sites that I have blogs up are "The life of Dan Doomsday" on pinterest and tumblr, plus my band blogs on reverbnation. My counselor told me I shoud start writing a journal of my day to day life or whatever you call it to help me with life a little. So here's whats going on.
I've already had a few major emotional breakdowns these past few days because of dealing with burdens from the Social Security Administration, dealing with financial problems, car problems, family problems, and my music career problems. Dealing with all the that weight finally took its toll on me. Battling bipolar depression for 17 years has been a kick in the ass, but sooner or later I'm going to be running out of inner strength. Bipolar depression is not the only thing i've been battling. I've also been battling loneliness, insomnia, anxiety and some other shit. I've been so depressed I've barely had any motivation to get out of bed, clean up my apartment, cook for myself, write new songs, to think positively on where the fuck my life is going and typing this blog. This is all I can type for the time being. I have to get to work. I'll add more later on.