damonone

Brandy reminds me of one of my cousins and i can't look at her naked anymore




edit:

i'm traumatized or some shit, i keep thinking about it. I'm either going to drink or go and find some weed (i knew abstinance wouldn't last long) fucking bastard!!!!!!!!!!

i'm seriously going to change rooms this weekend. shit



4:51pm. the bright point to this whole mastubatory incident is the fact that i FINALLY got into a place. My info needs to be confirmed w/ my mom and then yay. i'm bringing my car too. so now i don't need to change rooms.



i'm out of town for the weekend. i'll come back either sunday or monday and if all goes well, into my own spot by tuesday or so.




update #2

6.53pm

my room shares a bathroom with the room next door, it locks from both inside and outside, so if you lock it from inside, the people next door can't get in. one of the girls next door kept forgetting to unlock the door. doesn't really bother me, but the guy went and tattled on them. (he often walks down the hall to the other bathroom in his underwear if they lock the door).

the front desk gave them a note, and they slid a note under the door apologizing to us. i feel bad for them. all he had to do was TALK to them, not try to get them in trouble. i slid a note under the door saying that it was him, and that it wasn't really a problem.


i was confused at first, but obviously the guy is gay (or at least bi). he is flirting with me, which would be flattering except for the fact that he is trying to get to know me better just so... well, i don't wanna know what he has on his mind. he would always be talking to me and touching my knee, orr, today he brought me a piece of candy (which i threw outside to the birds which perch on the window). etc etc... fuck men!! I'm going lesbian.


oh yeah, he still hasn't taken a shower.

i usually come out the shower w/ just a towel wrapped around myself, but now i can't do that. now I cant take a shower. ...