I wish I could be happy.. But.. no matter what I do.
I'm never happy.
I'm never happy.
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So much has been going on in my life. It's like one big crazy blur. 
But.. I'm still talking to Melissa, I finally told my ex to get the fuck outta my life, I was tired of her tearing me down, and constantly having shit to say about me and Melissa. That's my girl right there, and if you are my friend, you'd think you'd...
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But.. I'm still talking to Melissa, I finally told my ex to get the fuck outta my life, I was tired of her tearing me down, and constantly having shit to say about me and Melissa. That's my girl right there, and if you are my friend, you'd think you'd...
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missmontana:
i took some pics on sat....i switched to a mac 2 months ago... i just can't figure out how to size the pics into the under 100kb format that is required to submit them to missy..... i feel sort of .....stupid...lol.... i somehow figured it out on the pc...but this....urg...... 
loslope:
Way to be assertive. Good for you. I am, at this moment, afraid to hit the send button though. Is life just the opposite when you two aren't menstruating, ie; cool, calm, collected? It seems that it would balance nicely that way.
I guess my updates lately have been really few and between. And the last one was a rant.. So I will update on the new and current goings on of my life.. for those of you who are interested.. (Note: I'm really, really sorry if I repeat something that I've already mentioned.)
1. I got a raise at work after my review. Yay-ness.
2. Finally...
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1. I got a raise at work after my review. Yay-ness.
2. Finally...
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m_bethany:
happy holidays to you too...
glad to hear about the raise, meeting nice women is good on any count, and the hair I understand.
haunted apartments are not the worst thing... just burn some sage and kick it...
~ the angel*
glad to hear about the raise, meeting nice women is good on any count, and the hair I understand.
haunted apartments are not the worst thing... just burn some sage and kick it...
~ the angel*
loslope:
It sounds like everything is going great for you! That is awesome, except for the place being haunted....it is. Really.
Just kidding.
I have no hair, so the fact that you're growing yours, and being so dedicated is cool.
Nice one on the raise. Money is so rarely given when deserved.
Coming from a crazy (not disfunctional, crazy) family myself, the holidays are great for that shit. Enjoy!!
Happy Holidays
Just kidding.
I have no hair, so the fact that you're growing yours, and being so dedicated is cool.
Nice one on the raise. Money is so rarely given when deserved.
Coming from a crazy (not disfunctional, crazy) family myself, the holidays are great for that shit. Enjoy!!
Happy Holidays
You aren't my girlfriend --- SO BACK THE FUCK OFF!
Why are you always fucking trying to change me? Why is it so wrong that I'm too serious, or I am from a more old-fashioned background that I don't find sexual joking around funny, why is it ok for you to do certain things, but its not ok for me? Why is it that when...
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Why are you always fucking trying to change me? Why is it so wrong that I'm too serious, or I am from a more old-fashioned background that I don't find sexual joking around funny, why is it ok for you to do certain things, but its not ok for me? Why is it that when...
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olsen:
....but I thought I was your girlfriend.....
Anytime with that miracle...
That'd be great.
That'd be great.
fanboy001:
**Waves magic wand**... POOFFF!!!
wait for it... it will happen
wait for it... it will happen
I went to the E-Room with my ex girlfriend, and my best friend (her ex girlfriend) on Saturday night.
And I kissed my ex girlfriend, and I kissed my best friend. Ok.. I have got to get some straight girlfriends, because this is just too weird, all of my chick friends that I hung out with are gay, and I can't be making out with...
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And I kissed my ex girlfriend, and I kissed my best friend. Ok.. I have got to get some straight girlfriends, because this is just too weird, all of my chick friends that I hung out with are gay, and I can't be making out with...
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brite_red_scream:
damn...i wish I had those kind of "problems" hehehe
kimi:
Friends are there for the kissin'. Plus, with beauty like your, I am sure all the girls there wanted to kiss you
I really hate being sick. 
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rybo:
amen to that. I've been sick all week.
faithknot:
So you have a few suggestions for fictional books?
Im in town till saturday if you care to get a cup -o-coffee or a beer.
Im in town till saturday if you care to get a cup -o-coffee or a beer.
Oh! I guess I could update... Um, I'm alive. Yes. And although, I had to wait ummm, 2 months for my review. I am now a proud owner of a good review, and I got a raise. Yes, I got a raise. This is the only time that ever someone has said 'you did a good job, here's more money.' So I was like wow,...
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I guess my last entry was distant and didn't detail how I've been doing. I am alive, I am here. I'm not feeling. I am just here. My life is a little askew right now, and it's making me a little bit unemotional right now. But, that's the way life is..
My ex is very much into me and my business, calling me, texting me...
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My ex is very much into me and my business, calling me, texting me...
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marlowe:
being human makes you weak
accepting that you don't have to be strong all the time makes you divine
accepting that you don't have to be strong all the time makes you divine
I am alive.
I just have nothing to say of importance. That normally never stopped me before, but this time it has.
I just have nothing to say of importance. That normally never stopped me before, but this time it has.
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stitches_u_up:
wow it seems like i wasnt the only one wallowing in some level of disinterest. hope you are feeling more chipper soon!
Are you happy now?
Have a Merry Christmas.
*hugs*