damn_pretty

My best friend is so selfish sometimes that it makes me want to puke. She cancells plans with me on Saturday night - which ended up being ok because it gave me the much needed down time, but she still didn't cancel until the night of. What the hell? God, sometimes she can be the biggest flake in the universe and it really pisses me off. I don't understand why she thinks she's so caring and such a good friend, and so worldy. She's really just an immature little girl, who likes to party. God.. I can't believe that I was once like that. I just woke up one day and realized that there was more to life then hair, make-up, boys and clothes, and well, Sherah hasn't quite caught up yet.. I can't believe that we are still even friends after all this time. I hate to throw away 7 years of friendship away, but I grew out of the same interests a few back, and she's not on the same wavelength as me. But.. it just makes me wonder sometimes, am I holding on just because I don't want to toss out 7 years of friendship? Don't get me wrong, I LOVE my best friend to death. I just sometimes wonder if we ever will have more in common then just the occasional night of partying. I mean, I just wish she wouldn't treat me like I'm so disposable. On that note.. EVERYONE else stop too. My salute to assholes and flakes - *waves middle finger*


Anyway, onto something a little less depressing... it's been an exciting day. I got some stuff done, and got some new movies, and I got to spend some time with my cousins. And of course I'm babysitting the little guys again tomorrow. Yippee. Anyway. That was sarcasm of course. It's going to be 6 hours of arguing with them because they wont leave cats alone and want me to play PS2 with them.

Um, anybody have a code to unlock a PS2 so that you can watch PG-13 and up movies on it. I got mine used, and so I have no manual. It makes me a sad Catty.

Oh, I'm no longer seeing the boy. Why? Because the boy is waaay too immature. I should be the flaky one, not you papi.

ok.. It's time to go watch some Buffster. I'm off like a dirty shirt <3.

BtVS quote of the day:
Xander: "Okay, how's about a movie? They're showing them in theaters now. I hear it's like watching a video with a bunch of strangers and a sticky floor."
S5 E11 - Into the Woods