Well its December and end of the year. it's been a busy and long two month (Novermber) Shot our piolet for the reality show. Finally straightned out my freind and got her sign her divorce papers, she reall deserves to be happy, prepared myself for a life changing decision and a big sacrafice. It has been a long and stressful month. I just hope it get better in Decimber. December has never really been a good month for me. I don't ever feel the holiday cheer. I've only ever had to enjoyable christmas'es back in early 90 when my dad bought us a SNES (which was a big sacrafice on his part seeing since we've never really had any money) and my first Christmas with with my ex-fiance... but those two are long gone and this one isn't looking to be any better. but we'll see its only the beging of the month. I hope everyone has a great month and hopefully i can keep up with my post be slacking off it lately.