damien

Dude I feel like shit today.. I dont remember what it is like in the first stages of pregnancy but I have a funny feeling.. do you girls remember? I have a boy who is six years old and I was so young and unexperienced at the time I never really understood the symptoms.. plus I was drinking so much back then I figured all my symptoms were from hangovers and what not.. I dont know, if it were anything, I would probably be only three weeks along.. this is freaky shit, I never wanted to have another child.. my career means so much to me, is this when you leave it in the hands o fate or destiny?? Everything happens for a reason? for the first time in awhile, I am confused.. thanks for letting me share this wth you.. I love you all..