Can we say clusterfuck......... CLUSTERFUCK
I am going through a very tough time right now. And it kinda seems like I dont have anyone to help me get through this shit filled reality.I do have my sister Monica and nephew Gavin to help me. But even they were on the brink of extinction. So Ive come to reign my rant on here.......
I got evicted for getting a dog. Which apparently meant I broke the lease. So I had 60 days to pack my shit and move. Well I didnt get all my shit and didnt have a solid place to go to after the eviction date.Ultimately me and monica were gonna get another place together that was a lil bigger than my one bedroom apartment. After looking at some houses with her, I finally realized that I didnt want to live with her anymore and that I didnt want to support her. That I wanted to have my own space and grow into the person I wanted to be. So a week prior to the date we had to be out of the apartment I tell that I not moving in with her. Things get really tense around the house. And our sisterly bond is slowly crumbling from all the stress and tension. So on the day we have to be out were frantically trying to move all the remaining stuff to storage before they come to change the locks. SO we go our seperate ways. She goes to johnnys and I go to my friend adams house. Meanwhile the dog that broke the lease is missing and we cant find him.. To this day.
Now Adam is a friend of mine who I get along with great. Were best friends with benefits. We go dancing and play poker together. go to strip clubs and shit of that nature. well one night he tells me that he loves me. and even though I care about him alot. I dont see myself having a future with him. He though otherwise and took it upon himself to isolate me from my friends and family so he can get me all to himself and ultimately try to convince me that I had the same feelings for him. He didnt trust my sister. He didnt trust me and would accuse me of pety shit so we argued. Finally me and my sister talked and came up with a plan. to find an affordable place that she can afford if i moved out. And when me and my sister went out to eat he followed us to "prove a point". Either way he totally scared me when he did that. Anyways he fucked in the head and I have to sever all ties with him in order for him to get over me so that we can be back to friends again. And when I tried to end it with him he would let me. He would always make me feel like the bad guy, when I was alway the patient one and the understanding one when it came to him. So after that little situation I got most of my stuff out his storage and left to orange county. Fun times ahead.
Its like they say in lilo and stitch
"nobody gets left behind"
I am going through a very tough time right now. And it kinda seems like I dont have anyone to help me get through this shit filled reality.I do have my sister Monica and nephew Gavin to help me. But even they were on the brink of extinction. So Ive come to reign my rant on here.......
I got evicted for getting a dog. Which apparently meant I broke the lease. So I had 60 days to pack my shit and move. Well I didnt get all my shit and didnt have a solid place to go to after the eviction date.Ultimately me and monica were gonna get another place together that was a lil bigger than my one bedroom apartment. After looking at some houses with her, I finally realized that I didnt want to live with her anymore and that I didnt want to support her. That I wanted to have my own space and grow into the person I wanted to be. So a week prior to the date we had to be out of the apartment I tell that I not moving in with her. Things get really tense around the house. And our sisterly bond is slowly crumbling from all the stress and tension. So on the day we have to be out were frantically trying to move all the remaining stuff to storage before they come to change the locks. SO we go our seperate ways. She goes to johnnys and I go to my friend adams house. Meanwhile the dog that broke the lease is missing and we cant find him.. To this day.
Now Adam is a friend of mine who I get along with great. Were best friends with benefits. We go dancing and play poker together. go to strip clubs and shit of that nature. well one night he tells me that he loves me. and even though I care about him alot. I dont see myself having a future with him. He though otherwise and took it upon himself to isolate me from my friends and family so he can get me all to himself and ultimately try to convince me that I had the same feelings for him. He didnt trust my sister. He didnt trust me and would accuse me of pety shit so we argued. Finally me and my sister talked and came up with a plan. to find an affordable place that she can afford if i moved out. And when me and my sister went out to eat he followed us to "prove a point". Either way he totally scared me when he did that. Anyways he fucked in the head and I have to sever all ties with him in order for him to get over me so that we can be back to friends again. And when I tried to end it with him he would let me. He would always make me feel like the bad guy, when I was alway the patient one and the understanding one when it came to him. So after that little situation I got most of my stuff out his storage and left to orange county. Fun times ahead.
Its like they say in lilo and stitch
"nobody gets left behind"
noctem:
Thank you, and if he scared you, there should be no " we can get back to friends again". Stay away from him. He's not wrong for not trusting your sister. You know how I felt about her. But if he really scares you, then you need to stay away from him more than anything else. I wish you luck. Don't take no guff from those fucking swine 