The red devil, little evil, has something that has been eating away on his mind the last several days. Something just has not been right, it's eating away at me like a worm eats away at a fresh Gala Apple.
I don't know just what it is that seems to be over me, and I just can't quite shake this feeling. Is it something good? Is it something bad? Even I don't know what it is.
Maybe it's the fact that I turned 25 this past Sunday, and the night before I had a big party at the Greenwood Inn in Beaverton, OR. Was I happy? Yes, I was. Do I remember it? No I don't.
I think I have figured out the problem. It's my drinking. It's gotten me to the point of not remembering the special events in my life, like my birthday party where over 60 people showed up....most of whom I had never met before.
Maybe it's not my drinking, maybe it's something else, but whatever it is, I will figure it out, one way or another. But for now, if I could steal a line from Monster Magnet, I am "Living for the moment."
I don't know just what it is that seems to be over me, and I just can't quite shake this feeling. Is it something good? Is it something bad? Even I don't know what it is.
Maybe it's the fact that I turned 25 this past Sunday, and the night before I had a big party at the Greenwood Inn in Beaverton, OR. Was I happy? Yes, I was. Do I remember it? No I don't.
I think I have figured out the problem. It's my drinking. It's gotten me to the point of not remembering the special events in my life, like my birthday party where over 60 people showed up....most of whom I had never met before.
Maybe it's not my drinking, maybe it's something else, but whatever it is, I will figure it out, one way or another. But for now, if I could steal a line from Monster Magnet, I am "Living for the moment."