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Woodland, WA, right in the middle of Longview WA and Vancouver, WA

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Sunday Jan 11, 2004

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Some people in the chat tonight wanted to see me poem, that won the Editor's Choice Award, on Poetry.com, so, a little bit reluctant (I am very shy, and don't like to let things like this get to my head), I agreed to post it, so here it is.

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The Monster Inside Me

I wake up every morning, in the mirror I see
The freak that I am, the monster inside me.

The things I see, the things I hear,
sometimes makes me think if my end is near.

I think I look like a freak, with an attitude that's bad,
My friends think I am normal, and just really sad.
So, when I wake, in the new morning light,
I still think of myself as one big fright.

In the mirror, the monster I see,
is nothing more than the monster that lives inside of me
the_baron:
Then I won't put it in your head, just your journal! smile

Very nice, I like the flow. Almost song-like.

Lately I've kinda been feeling the same way too, it's starting to piss me off though. Actually reading this somehow helped alleviate that stress a little.

Good job.
Jan 10, 2004

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