daisykat

Morning all,

So life is starting to get into a nice pace, I have only a few days left at work, I get to go home for the holidays, my bills are all paid and all on time. I really think that things are starting to look up with the me part of my life. You know the part that I have control over.

On the other hands my friends aren't al being real friends right now. It sucks to know that you would do your all for them and then when it comes down to something simple for them to do for you they can't or won't may be the better word. Not too many of them seem to want to take me into consideration when trying to do shit. I mean some of it may see trivial, ,like the fact that they decided to open Christmas presents at like 1 am last night and didn't care that I was all ready asleep and some of those gifts were from me and only one person has said thanks. I mean I even still have some of them at my place and I am not sure what to do with them since I am not sure when I'll be able to since we were suppose to do things on Sunday. I mean I can all ways wait to give them to them after the New Year but I would rather not do that and it is raining so I can't really leave them on the porch or something, oh well.

But I just need to look on the bright side and realize that in 5 months or so some of them will be leaving and probably never coming back. Things with the boy are getting better slowly but I am still trying to take things one day at a time in hopes that it will all turn out like I'd like it to.

I hope that everyone is have a good day and that everyone has amazing holidays, I know I am going to try to.