How can you tell someone that you love them and that you want to be with them second but then 10 minutes later say that you aren't sure or that you don't know what you want. I just wish I could understand what is going through his head right now and make it clear to him what he wants. 
bfield:
Keep your head up missy. I've recently been going through the same type situation. Things happen for a reason. There are plenty of other fish in the sea.