daisykat

Morning everyone. I have decided that boys just drive me fucking crazy. I wish that I knew why it seems that once you can't have someone you want them. I don't know it seems that that is the story ofmy life lately. So I finally started talking to this awesome guy and it was really perfect casue he was just going to be around for the summer so if things didn't work out he would be leaving any ways. Well I am still good friends with the ex and I talk to him about alot so I figured that I'd let him know. So once I did he then proceeded to tell me that he wanted to be together again and that he has wanted to tell me that for awhile but didn't want to ruin things. WELL FUCK!!! Now I have no clue what to do since I am still in love with him but I am not sure I want to get hurt by him again. My best friend thinks that he desrves another chance but I am werry to do so.
Well on the bright side of life my new job is going great. I love it and all the people I work with. I mean I don't get paid that much but I make enough to live on, but really what else is better then being at a job that makes you happy? I also have a new cat. His name is Tag, not sure if I am going to keep it that yet, and he is beatiful. The only problem is that my other cat Daisy isn't too crazy about him but is slowly warming up to him. I think that it has to do with this is the first boy cat she has ever met and doesn't really know what to make of him. I just hope that is works out for him and her though but if not my mom is going to take him so he won't have to go back to the shelter which is awesome. Once I know that things will work out I'll post up pictures of him and maybe y'all can help me figure out a better name for him. Well that's it for now