daisykat

Okay so the first week in being single again was not so much fun. I am still trying to be friends with the ex whih isn't bad but it seems lately that he is the only friend that I have in town. I know that some of my other friends care but lately I have been all alone. I know that in a month that one of my best friends is moving down here and he'll be my room mate but i am not sure how long I can go without having friends but the ex. I guess that another down fall with him being my only friend is that if I decided that I do wanna date that I can't really go out with him to meet someone, school isn't too much of an option. Well there is this guy in one of my classes that I like but I think he is taken or just not interested in me like that. Wait why am I thinking about this I really don't wanna date or be involved with a guy I need to get my life on track and get to where I wanna be before I go out and try to meet anyone to date or anything like that. I guess that what I just really want is some good friends who will be there no matter what, now that shouldn't be too much to ask for. Well I have to go and work on cleaning. Hope y'all have a good day.


Okay so I just can't get this off of my mind and maybe y'all can help. The reason my ex said he left me is that I am not normal and not like other girls. Most of my life I have known this and thought that it was a good thing but after that I am not so sure about it. I mean is it really a bad thing to not be like everyone else? I need some help becasue I am now for whatever reason questioning who I have always been.