So once again I seem to have dropped off the face of the earth. Dam I do that alot don't I. Well things have been very roller coaster like these past few weeks and I am beging to see that I really don't have many people left in my life that I can truely call a friend. It sucks to know that people can become so shallow so quickly and that no matter how long you know them that they will go and screw you over completly and dump you in the trash. At this point I just wish it was may that way I can move away from my apartment and those who have thrown me in the trash will be far away and I won't have to have anything to do with them if I don't want to. God I really wish that I coudl get away its spring break and I am stuck at home doing school work and going to work. Man i hate bitching but I really don't know much else. Well i hope everthing has been going better for eveyone else. luv y'all 