dails

THE WORD IS OUT... Im moving to saskatoon for a month, and after that seeing how things are in my life.
I have alwasy been Mr dependable, Mr orginized, Mr do everything right, and latly since my break up with my ex, i have sorta been on a downward sprial. I dont have a job, im outa shape, i sleep till noon, party till the wee hours of the night, all i can think about is finding sombody to care for, and hell.... i even drove a lil drunk last weekend... WHO IS THIS PERSON???

so here is my plan.
1) i move to saskatoon with my sister, in my mothers house.
2) start a strickt work out program
3) cut boose and drugs out of my life (for the time)
4) start looking at schools and careers

-here is the fork in the road- if i dont feel like i am back to a stable state, and feel that i still have the party bug in my system... i move to fernie for the winter. thus making it imposible not to party and live like an ass!

- then come back and start at step one again.
and do this till i am rdy to get things in order.

i dont know how long this will take or what will happen out of this .. but this is somthing that i need to do.

i love u all.

and if you know me PLEASE.... keep me to the grind on this one!!!

i will keep everybody posted

thats all for now


cheers


Graham