dails

so im dating this new girl ... and she is fucking driving me crazy... she is beautful, and just crazy fun... but... she just moved to calgary... and she dont know is she is coming back.. yes she wants to ceep this fucking relationship going... i cant do it anymore... i just cant... londistance is a bunch of bullshit that just can not happen... not at all ... so last night we just about ended it .. this close .. and i was ready to end things... or untill she came back home to regina .. but who knows when that will be.... but its still on ... and i dont know if i can handle it ... i really dont ... fuck i went to bed thinkingi was single and woke up and being told im not... im so fucking confused... i just wanna have some closer... or somthing ... i want her back home .. or i dont wanna be with her ... as selfesh as that sounds... fuck ...... so im done.. see ya