Something about tonight just makes me feel depressed. Nothing really happened to make me feel that way, either. If any thing, I should be mad.
Hmmm...ah well.
*sigh*
Man, I really really need to get my first tattoo. I want it so bad. Just need to find the time, and get the money together. I really hate being the guy who says, "no, I dont have one, but I'm like, so gonna get one...I swear, guys...why are you rolling your eyes at me?"
I've been a little down lately. Starting to get a little lonely being here all by myself. Ah well. Things are still better than they where at home.
Speaking of home, I might get 3 days off for the holidays! Spend some time with the friends, get my hair cut (I dyed it red last night ). Should be nice. I've got plans to see... Read More
It will pass eventually. Seriously, it has got to be something about this winter...everyone is fucked up in some way or feeling low. Just rent Old School and you'll laugh so hard you'll piss yourself and forget about feeling bad. Or rent Weekend at Bearnies...or Police Academy...or Dill Scallion from a Hollywood video.
Yeah...Jesse and I are working on a few projects. Our main musick project is DEATH MARCH. We will be releasing our first album within the next month or so...I'll keep you posted.
Also, we are putting out ELITE AESTHETIC as a book instead of a magazine...we have too much material...and fuck deadlines!
Bloody fuck! They just keep moving the holidays along faster and faster every year. Yesterday was Thanksgiving, and I wake up today and its a goddamn winter wonder land outside.
I can't believe its already Christamas!
With a moment to stop and think, since I'm not going home for Thanksgiving and thus have tonight and tomarrow off, I suddenly feel more alone than ever before.
No more friends.
No romance.
I do talk to a friend from home over ther internet, but thats not flesh. You cant hang with an instant message.
There is a girl I met over the internet... Read More