dahmer

Nothing new. Still on cloud nine, though, and I've got my fingers crossed.

Horrible odds and still a year and a half to go.

*crosses fingers tighter*

The last day and a half were wonderful. I went to Kentucky to visit my friend Sheila and just had the greatest time. It had been WAY too long since I had seen her, and really the first time we had the chance to spend any time together (this was the second time we had ever met over the whole 7 years or so that...
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In the morning, I'll be on my way to Kentucky.

Hope things run more smoothly than my damned trip to Canada, and I hope I have a lot of fun. This trip is long over due.

I'd rather die
frozen inside
than ever give a fuck about you.

Cut out my eye's
so I'll never cry
cause I cant forget about you.

Wow. Some one broke into my dads house last night when no one was home. They kicked down the back door and of all the shit they could steal, they only took 4 sub woofers belonging to my bro, and a revolver and a magnum that belonged to my dad. No tv, stereo, CDs or computer. Just those 4 things. We have reason to believe...
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"Thought I might get a rocket ride, When I was a child but it was a lie That I told myself when I needed something good. At seventeen, had a better dream. Now I'm thirty-three and it isn't me, But I'd think of something better if I could.

All my friends and lovers leave me behind. I'm still looking for a girl. One way or...
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Where has this sudden surge of bitterness and hate come from? I was doing so well, and all of a sudden, I'm just over whelmed by my own hatred.

I just want to fucking forget and move on. Why wont I just let myself do that?

I hate this.

And to make it all worse, I have a fucking sty or how ever the fuck...
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'Then you can be the remedy
And I can be the enemy
And he can go and live as nothing
They you can be the wanna be
And I can be the remedy
And he can go to hell for all I care

Say this world is not so shallow
When you can't beg steal or borrow
Save your breath your soul is hollow
And...
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Too much time to just sit around and remember.

Looks like a duck, walks like a duck, sounds like a duck...is it a duck?