dahmer

Why am I up? I've been trying to sleep MORE. I've been trying to get away. It's goddamn 7:30 and I'm up.

Today is gonna be a long day. I'm fucking miserable.

God is dead. All the old beliefes are useless and I'm left as nothing more than some up tight, boring prude. I'm out of date and totally incapable of integration into the rest of humanity. I never pictured thing like this. I always imagined I'd be happier. I found a set of rules that worked for me, but following than has only lead me to...
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Another night at home. Just sitting around, listening to some Counting Crows and working on this Migo design I've been trying to get right for prob almost a year now. They are one of Lovecrafts coolest ideas, but I've never really seen a good depiction of one yet, so I've been trying to make one on my own. Hehe. I've got most of it down....
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I get so depressed in the evenings. I wrap up my work from the day and settle in to relax...and that's it. No friends. Nothing to do. I just...sit. Things have been so boring and sad lately that I just keep going to bed earlier and earlier (though I am up a little later than usual tonight). It prob wont be that long before I'm...
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Eh, I wanted a new profile pic. Some thing...uglier.

As you can see, I'm not very good at Photoshop at all. Just plenty of filters and some level adjustments and such.

So I've been taking this medication for my stomach for a week now, and I dont feel any better. If any thing, I feel worse. So I call up my doctor cause I'm thinking I should feel some thing after a week, but they say it may take up to ten days for the drugs to do their work. I want to feel better NOW...
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Ok, ok, ok. I'm ok. Still jittery, but I'm ok.

Ummm...again: NEW CORPORATE AVENGER!!!

I'm panicing! Fuck, this isnt good...

Well, I made up with Sheila. She has a really hard time seeing my side of things, but we worked it out. Sadly, she doesnt think she'll be able to make it up here for the Labor Day week end. I got a little excited at the idea of seeing her again so soon, so I'm slightly dissapointed. There'll be other times, though, so it's...
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I feel like shit. Yesterday was depressing enough. Just another Friday night at home alone. I watched the Mothman Prophecies. Just because I'm alone doesnt mean I shouldnt try to do something to lighten up the evening. Still, it was a depressing night. Then Sheila started calling me all drunk and shit. It got very annoying, and she managed to really piss me off.

So...
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