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Well, Happy New Year, I guess. It's never been a holiday that's ment much to me. Pretty much, if you don't party, there isn't much you can do for it. So, today is just another day to me. I didn't even do any thing last night. I was at my dads, but he went to bed before 10, so I just went home. I had...
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God, I think about my first apartment so much. An hour and a half away from where I am now, up in old Tiffin Ohio. The place was a damn slum. Hahaha. But I loved it.

The place was almost a studio apartment. It was one giant room, but it had partial walls and door ways, but no actual doors except on the bathroom and...
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I guess I feel a little better today. I really hope I may be on the path to recovery. Between the ulcers and acid reflux, I've nearly gone fucking insane.

On a different note, I just watched 'Nosferatu'. My mom got me a DVD that has that, 'Dementia 13', 'Reefer Madness' and 'The Cabinet of Doctor Caligai'. 'Nosferatu' was interesting, even more so if you've...
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Any one want to put me down like a lame horse? I feel like I'm in my death throws.

"...like a hundred crippled horses lying crumpled on the ground, begging for a rifle to come and put them down."

'Crippled Horses' by Pig Destroyer

Remember that horrible nightmare/panic attack thing that hit me the other night? I know what it is now. I know because I just got back from the hospital.

I guess it's just a nasty case of acid reflux. I feel a little silly for going to the hospital (and paying so much fucking money!!!) for such a 'tiny' problem, but all I know is that...
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Ok friends. I had a WONDERFUL Christmas. Honestly, it was one of the best Christmases ever! I got a good amount of things I wanted. I FINNALY got 'When Fire Rains Down From the Sky...' by (you guessed it) Anaal Nathrakh. (In the linner notes, they had a guest guitarist on a few song, but hes not listed as doing guitars. Oh no. They had...
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MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!

I think this is gonna be a good one. Cant wait for morning!

Spent all day digging my car out of snow. Now I'm sore, and I still feel sick, but I dont care. IT'S FUCKING CHRISTMAS!!!

Have a good one every body.

Mother fucking snoooooooow! My car is so snowed in. Hahaha! I love it! White Christmas!!! Hell fucking yeah!!!

Ok. No more nightmare panic attack deals. Thank god. And, I went to the doctor on Monday. I'm taking 8 fucking pills a day now. I hope this shit finally works. I'm so sick of feeling sick. Ugh.

Check out my little Geocities site. I've been...
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what the fuck? i went to bed just before midnight, and I woke up about thirty mins ago feeling horrible. problems is, i dont even know how to describe what the fuck is wrong. i feel light head and kind of dizzy, my stomach hurts and i felt like i was gonna vomit, and one of my eyes is kind of blood shot. the real...
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