dahmer's SuicideGirls Blog

A lot of people come and go in my life. I guess maybe I'm just a bad person. I know I'm not all that great. I'm pretty hard to get along with. But still, it's odd how many people I have come in contact to that only ended up as enemies, or at the least, just people I never talk to. And this isn't to...
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belllla:

Sorry - I'm a perpetual optimist. It can be annoying.

Nick and I were talking about you the other day.

Apr 10, 2006

marginwalker2002:

I know that feeling. I had friends in High School and College that I basically haven't spoken to since. Or at least only once every couple of years. Its bizarre. I sometimes feel sort of inhuman. I have the ability to just shrug people off and not talk to them anymore. Its a shitty thing, but I can do it. Just have to actually STOP using that ability

Apr 13, 2006

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marginwalker2002:

So, what? Are you a raper now?

Raper, no. Rapper, not that either

Just a man in pain. My suggestion to you: If anyone threatens to spray OC (oleoresin capsicum) in your face, do one of two things. 1) Immediately cease all activities and do as told (if the person is in the law enforcement field) or 2) hit them with with a Buick. nastynastynastynastynastynastynastynastynasty stuff.

Apr 6, 2006

marginwalker2002:

It sucks bad. I felt like the Nazis at the end of Indiana Jones. Like my face was melting off and I couldn't see because my eyes wouldn't open... Terrible shit.

Apr 6, 2006

I feel like I should update, but I don't know what to say, so here's a bunch of random thoughts:

Picked up 'White 1' by Sunn O))) yesterday. The first song is great, but the other two I'm still not sure about. I think it might be because I wasn't expecting songs like that. *shrug*

Managed to save a decent chunch of change this month,...
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zombievengence:

oh yeah, I could never date a christian girl even if she were a hot punk chick. A christian girl who used to work with me had a big crush on me and would always try to hug me and once I jokingly said "The devil made me do it and I'll do it again" she went into this accept jesus bit in a some what flirty way, which really werided me out, not to mention that she tried to give me a kiss a few times.

Mar 26, 2006

zombievengence:

thanks for the b day wishes Mr Dahmer

Mar 30, 2006

I'm dying from a migraine. The aura hit me around 12:30ish, then the pain hit around 2ish. I slept for 3 hours, got up at 6pm. It's now 10:30pm and I'm still not feeling so great.

Earlier I felt like I was going to vomit and pass out, and that there was a knife in my left eye socket and a vice grip on the...
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zombievengence:

ouch!

Mar 25, 2006

belllla:

I hope you're feeling better, my dear.

I just wanted to extend an invitation to join our new group for concert reviews. Please join up and let us know what you've thought of the shows you've seen.

Mar 25, 2006

I know that nobody cares when I just get on here and bitch, but I gotta get a few things out of my head:

Things suck. I'm bored and lonely. Fuckin' miserable. My 3 year dry spell is really starting to kill me. One of my friends/band mates is dating one of my ex-girlfriends. The wallet is real tight right now. Ugh...

There are some...
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zombievengence:

yeah I'm doing all right. I really want to get back to working, recording and writing. It makes me feel a little more grown up now.

[Edited on Mar 18, 2006 9:30AM]

Mar 18, 2006

marginwalker2002:

SOrry to hear about the situation. I know how the money deal goes and it sucks. The friend dating an ex? My buddy dated an ex of mine for a while and it was rough to hang out with him. He soon however learned why she was an EX...

Mar 18, 2006

Just noticed I was tagged, so here goes nothing folks:

7 things I wanna do before I die:

1) Put out an honest to god CD. Not just some self produced CD-R.
2) Tour as a musician or with a band.
3) Write a book and get it published.
4) Be an actor in a film.
5) Have sex with an Japanese girl (sorry if...
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zombievengence:

Nice new pic man

Well I'll take your survey, just cheack my journal. It'll be a good excuse for me to update.

Mar 5, 2006

belllla:

EEEEEEEEE!!! I've been tagged!! I think you're my first!!

I gotta remember to do that shit in my next update.

Anyway, thanks for the welcome back! How ya been?

Mar 6, 2006

May your sky be rolled up like a scroll.
May your blue moon drip with blood.

I'm really digging 'California' by Mr. Bungle right now.

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denimjesus:

great stuff that Mr. Bungle!!!!

if you like Black One you should look into the rest of the SunnO))) albums, they are not for everyday listening but good no the less.

Feb 28, 2006

denimjesus:

White 1 & 2 are both good.

as far as my favorite.......OO Void (which is hard to find) and GrimmRobe Demos.

but damn i like them all.....so just get your hands on all their albums

Mar 2, 2006

Had a very interesting dream last night that wolves were invading my apartment building. Then they came after me. This dream isn't far on the heels of another dream where I was being attacked by large, deformed foxes. Wonder what the fuck is up with this theme?

Other than that, same old. Still waiting on my Mistress CD, but SAW II comes out on DVD...
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zombievengence:

I've heard that Phil Anselmo gurgles bleech to clense his throat, which could explain a lot where Anselmo is concerned ha!

Feb 10, 2006

Here's a little cut and paste from my MySpace.com blog:

My Top 10 Albums of All Time.

#10) They Might Be Giants - Flood, Apollo 18, John Henry, Lincoln
To choose between any They Might Be Giants album is very hard, but to choose between these four albums is impossible. TMBG is a band with an endless supply of great tunes and every song is...
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baletempest:

Wow, thats a very diverse list, much more than I could conjour up anyhow

Feb 7, 2006

zombievengence:

Devil's Rejects blew House of 1000 Corpses out of the water, but House has some charms with me, granted I had to watch House a few times to build an appreciation.

Feb 8, 2006

Fuck, I've been sleeping so much lately. I go to bed at midnight like usual, get up at 8am like usual, but then I fall back asleep for another hour or two. What gives? It's getting on my nerves. I've had a bit of a head cold or some thing the last week, so I just figured it was that, but I think the cold...
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