dahmer

Some times, I still have dreams about you. I don't think about you as much as I use to, or even think about you that same way that I use to...but some times you still slip in there.

I was so fucked up, and even if I hadn't been, it never would have worked. But still, every now and then...

I haven't even so much as seen you in 4 years, and god, you're married now. But for some reason, you're still stuck inside me...

In a dream
You were sitting there waiting by the door for me
And I got the opportunity
To experience the experience once again
How it could have maybe been

But in real life
You're in another world
You're with another guy
Who doesn't have to cheat
And never has to lie
And all that stuff I didn't get
Comes so easy to him
He doesn't even have to try

But do you ever ask yourself
How it could have maybe been

I haven't been that bad
But I haven't been that good
Overmisunderstood
Oh I wish I really could
Enjoy the warming sun
Enjoy a warm someone
And end the need to hide
Away alone inside

No I haven't been that bad
But I haven't been that good
Overmisunderstood
Oh I wish I really could
Enjoy the warming sun
Enjoy a warm someone
And end the need to hide
Away alone inside

In a dream
You were sitting there waiting by the door for me

~ The Warming Sun, Grandaddy