Tuesday Dec 14, 2004

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Fuck. I'm calling the doctor here in about an hour. I don't feel as bad as I did yesterday, but I still dont feel well. puke

I keep having the oddest dreams. One night I had a dream that my last girl friend was now dating a really stupid ex-friend of mine. There was also some thing about a house or cafe or some thing. Not sure. Hehe. Then, the night before last, I had a dream that the cops were trying to kill me. It had car chases, guys with guns and blood hounds...it was like GTA! Haha. Then, last night, I had a dream about being back in the MIDDLE SCHOOL in only my underwear (two pairs of underwear actually) and a hat or some thing on my head. There was also some thing about my locker. I had a tv in there and some kids were trying to watch porn, I think. Hehe. Weird shit. Maybe my stomach is doing it. Hahaha!

Only Flesh tonight! If you're in the Columbus area, you should come out! Fun fun!!! biggrin
nellichaos:
resolved as in we'll either get back together or i'll move on, but i at least need to know what the hell is going on. he can't be misleading me by kissing me blah blah blah....so i just need to get stuff off of my chest before i can do anything else.
i've had three different people ask me out in the past few days, one of whom is a friend of bender's, but i don't feel like i can do anything until i get our situation totally cleared up.

good luck with the doc!!!!

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