Good lord was last night awful. My will finally broke, and I asked Sarah to call me. What do we do when she calls? We fucking fight. Ugh...it was so awful. I so badly just wanted to hear her voice and tell her all the new things in my life, small as they may be, and we end up fighting instead. 
The conversation eventually took a turn for the better, but not until after she got off the phone with me and we faught some more online.
This all sucks so bad. I just wish things could be the way they were before she started looking at going into the Army, but we'll just keep fighting, and she may not do whats right if I'm around. So yeah...it just fucking sucks. I miss my Sarah.
But, it doesnt end there. I ended up having a dream about Stacey. STACEY! Ugh, why!? I had a dream that I broke down and emailed her, we started talking again, and that I went back to Canada to visit her again.
I'm not sure where that dream came from, but I sure as hell know I didn't enjoy it. Very rare is the moment that I actually miss that stupid little girl, and even then, I know better. Ugh.
Ok, so I mentioned some new things. Well, for one, Bryan and I went up to Media Play in Columbus, and what do I find? The Tank Girl: Apocalypse book! Oh yeah! But, sadly, it's fucking awful. I can hardly read it. Neither Jamie nor Martin had any thing to do with this book, and it SUCKS! It's just four fucking hacks trying to write and draw like Jamie and Martin, and they fail real bad. The art is kind of like Jamies some times, but there are some things that are just WRONG, and towards the end, the art just becomes awful. Also, the writting is so weak. It's only a sad shadow of the original humor put into it by Jamie and Martin. Ugh.
Secondly, I got Mayhems 'De Mysteriis Dom Sathanas' and it fucking SUCKS! This album is supposed to be the Mayhem album, and its terrible. The music is good, but the vocals blow so hard. Attila Csihar doesnt scream or any thing even close. He just moans and and some times he almost growls, but its all very slow and almost always out of tune. I was so dissapointed by this album. I'm sure a lot of black metal fans out there would tar and feather me for it, but I just think its a bad fucking CD. I'll probably try 'Wolfs Lair Abyss' next. I love Maniacs voice, so I think I'll be pretty happy with that album.
Lastly, I suddenly have an outbreak of zits or some shit all over my upper chest and the back of my neck. Not sure what it is, or what caused it. I would just hate to suddenly have acne. That would suck so bad. Ugh.
Way to end on a positive note, huh? Hahaha. Ummm...here, check out what I made. Not 100% original, but funny none the less:
So proud of myself. 
The conversation eventually took a turn for the better, but not until after she got off the phone with me and we faught some more online.
This all sucks so bad. I just wish things could be the way they were before she started looking at going into the Army, but we'll just keep fighting, and she may not do whats right if I'm around. So yeah...it just fucking sucks. I miss my Sarah.
But, it doesnt end there. I ended up having a dream about Stacey. STACEY! Ugh, why!? I had a dream that I broke down and emailed her, we started talking again, and that I went back to Canada to visit her again.
I'm not sure where that dream came from, but I sure as hell know I didn't enjoy it. Very rare is the moment that I actually miss that stupid little girl, and even then, I know better. Ugh.
Ok, so I mentioned some new things. Well, for one, Bryan and I went up to Media Play in Columbus, and what do I find? The Tank Girl: Apocalypse book! Oh yeah! But, sadly, it's fucking awful. I can hardly read it. Neither Jamie nor Martin had any thing to do with this book, and it SUCKS! It's just four fucking hacks trying to write and draw like Jamie and Martin, and they fail real bad. The art is kind of like Jamies some times, but there are some things that are just WRONG, and towards the end, the art just becomes awful. Also, the writting is so weak. It's only a sad shadow of the original humor put into it by Jamie and Martin. Ugh.
Secondly, I got Mayhems 'De Mysteriis Dom Sathanas' and it fucking SUCKS! This album is supposed to be the Mayhem album, and its terrible. The music is good, but the vocals blow so hard. Attila Csihar doesnt scream or any thing even close. He just moans and and some times he almost growls, but its all very slow and almost always out of tune. I was so dissapointed by this album. I'm sure a lot of black metal fans out there would tar and feather me for it, but I just think its a bad fucking CD. I'll probably try 'Wolfs Lair Abyss' next. I love Maniacs voice, so I think I'll be pretty happy with that album.
Lastly, I suddenly have an outbreak of zits or some shit all over my upper chest and the back of my neck. Not sure what it is, or what caused it. I would just hate to suddenly have acne. That would suck so bad. Ugh.
Way to end on a positive note, huh? Hahaha. Ummm...here, check out what I made. Not 100% original, but funny none the less:
So proud of myself.