Oh man. For the last couple of days, I've had one of the worst fucking canker sores that I've ever had. It's fucking painful, and it's prob the largest one that I've ever had. There is also a smaller one on the bottom lip and they kind of work in tandum to make my mouth a goddamned mess right now. Well, today, I woke up and took a gander at them in the mirror. The large one was kind of crusted with like...snot or some thing. It was sort of green, and very gross. The smaller one had a puss bubble on it! Fucking puss!!! I pressed on it and a little more came out, but it didn't like, 'pop' like a zit or any thing.
So now, as a hypochondriac, I am totally freaking out. Is it infected? Do I have herpes? Argh!!!!!!! I should know better than to worry like this, but that is the nature of being a hypo. I kissed a girl about a week ago, but it was only on the lips, so there was no tongue or even open mouth, and hell, she wasnt even kissing back. Haha. Before that, I hadn't kissed any one since July, and before that...April maybe? So yeah, its not like I'm some pimp getting it on with all the ladies so my chances of having some thing is pretty slim...but like I said, its the nature of the best.
I called my dad like, 'What the fuck is this!!??' He really had no clue, but swears that I've had one puss up before. He said I can call the doctor on Monday if I'm really worried that much. Not sure if I will or not, though. I was just there on Friday and I'd feel really stupid to show up again so soon, even if it's for a totally different reason (I've been having stomach problems).
Is any one familiar with this type of stuff enough to tell me that I DONT have herpes?
Haha. See, herpes is my 'pet' disease. By that, I mean that it is the disease I worry about getting the most. I'm not sure why. It just is. You would think as a phobia, I would go for the big guns like HIV and AIDS, or for even HPV because it's so easy to get. But no, I worry about herpes. The best that I can come up with is because, well...it's very easy to 'think' you have herpes. Largely, you will know if you have HPV (the large warts are a dead give away) and with HIV and AIDS, there are no physical symptoms. But with herpes...hell, any zit, cut, bug bite and canker sore could easily be 'imagined' to be a herpes. So thats my guess as to why it's my 'pet' dieseas.
On a good note, I think I have plans for Saturday.
Should be fun. 
So now, as a hypochondriac, I am totally freaking out. Is it infected? Do I have herpes? Argh!!!!!!! I should know better than to worry like this, but that is the nature of being a hypo. I kissed a girl about a week ago, but it was only on the lips, so there was no tongue or even open mouth, and hell, she wasnt even kissing back. Haha. Before that, I hadn't kissed any one since July, and before that...April maybe? So yeah, its not like I'm some pimp getting it on with all the ladies so my chances of having some thing is pretty slim...but like I said, its the nature of the best.
I called my dad like, 'What the fuck is this!!??' He really had no clue, but swears that I've had one puss up before. He said I can call the doctor on Monday if I'm really worried that much. Not sure if I will or not, though. I was just there on Friday and I'd feel really stupid to show up again so soon, even if it's for a totally different reason (I've been having stomach problems).
Is any one familiar with this type of stuff enough to tell me that I DONT have herpes?
Haha. See, herpes is my 'pet' disease. By that, I mean that it is the disease I worry about getting the most. I'm not sure why. It just is. You would think as a phobia, I would go for the big guns like HIV and AIDS, or for even HPV because it's so easy to get. But no, I worry about herpes. The best that I can come up with is because, well...it's very easy to 'think' you have herpes. Largely, you will know if you have HPV (the large warts are a dead give away) and with HIV and AIDS, there are no physical symptoms. But with herpes...hell, any zit, cut, bug bite and canker sore could easily be 'imagined' to be a herpes. So thats my guess as to why it's my 'pet' dieseas.
On a good note, I think I have plans for Saturday.
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Bitch please.
That's nothing on what I could give you.
I've got more diseases than a whorehouse in the virgin islands.
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