Login
Forgot Password?

OR

Login with Google Login with Twitter Login with Facebook
  • Join
  • Profiles
  • Groups
  • SuicideGirls
  • Photos
  • Videos
  • Shop
Vital Stats

daghost

Member Since 2003

Followers 49 Following 68

  • Everything
  • Photos
  • Video
  • Blogs
  • Groups
  • From Others

Monday Feb 14, 2005

Feb 14, 2005
0
  • Facebook
  • Tweet
  • Email
My compassion is broken now. My will is eroded,
and my desire stolen and it makes me feel ugly.

I'm on my knees and burning.
My piss and moans are the fuel that set my head on fire.
So smell my soul burning.

I'm broken, looking up to see the enemy.
I have swallowed the poison you feed me ...
but I survive on it,
and it leaves me guilt fed, hatred fed, weakness fed..
and I feel ugly, and dead inside.

Shit adds up at the bottom.

You've left me no choice but to go inside and rebuild
what's broken.

Too much, too far, too late to lie down now.
I must arm myself to fight you
by making weapons out of my imperfections.
It's all I have left.

There's no other choice.

I'm shameless, nameless, nothing, and noone now.
But my soul must be iron for my fear is naked.
I'm naked and fearless.

But I'm dead inside.
You see.. shit adds up, now I'm dead inside.
Hatred, weakness, and guilt keep me alive
at the bottom.






Forgot to mention these are lyrics to the TOOL song I am jammin out to. My mood is fucking spectacular. 30 days to DUBLIN2005, The Sedated Tour! eeek
VIEW 7 of 7 COMMENTS
stitchy:
30 days..huh. Whoo HOO!
It's just red tape with hearts on it... biggrin
Feb 14, 2005
monkeybutt:
any books yet?
Feb 15, 2005

More Blogs

  • 07.02.11
    0

    Saturday Jul 02, 2011

    I am back in Austin, ready for a cold beer and great food in the fabu…
  • 03.24.11
    0

    Friday Mar 25, 2011

    Goodbye Dublin! I will miss you.
  • 03.08.11
    2

    Tuesday Mar 08, 2011

    Correction, it was 23 bars, and I was the last man standing.
  • 03.05.11
    2

    Sunday Mar 06, 2011

    Epic Pub Crawl. 16 bars in 12 hours. Grrrr!
  • 03.04.11
    2

    Saturday Mar 05, 2011

    Life sucks without my family, going back to SWA. Hello Afghanistan, …
  • 02.26.11
    0

    Sunday Feb 27, 2011

    Awesome 2 weekends in a row. End bender, get back on track. More hot…
  • 02.17.11
    1

    Friday Feb 18, 2011

    Living in RIchmond now. Our little girl is a toddler now. Otherwise t…
  • 01.29.11
    3

    Saturday Jan 29, 2011

    .
  • 12.11.10
    0

    Saturday Dec 11, 2010

    Been awhile. I am now in Richmond, VA. My wife and daughter are in …
  • 07.16.09
    3

    Thursday Jul 16, 2009

    Back.

We at SuicideGirls have been celebrating alternative pin-up girls for:

23
years
11
months
15
days
  • 5,509,826 fans
  • 41,393 fans
  • 10,327,617 followers
  • 4,608 SuicideGirls
  • 1,113,675 followers
  • 14,961,148 photos
  • 321,315 followers
  • 61,495,173 comments
  • Join
  • Profiles
  • Groups
  • Photos
  • Videos
  • Shop
  • Help
  • About
  • Press
  • LIVE

Legal/Tos | DMCA | Privacy Policy | 18 U.S.C. 2257 Record-Keeping Requirements Compliance Statement | Contact Us | Vendo Payment Support
©SuicideGirls 2001-2025

Press enter to search
Fast Hi-res

Click here to join & see it all...

Crop your photo