ok here goes a self-loathing entry!
lately i feel so completely forgotten... i feel lost.. most likely my own fault... but lately i feel as if almost everyone i know fills my mind with crap, lies, bullshit, fantasies, uncertainties, and just plain ole jive. i admit to be selfish and needy, but this time, more than ever, i feel fed up. i look around me and see so much shit its sad... i have friends, at least they call themselves my friends, that can look me dead in the eyes and say promises, feelings, and such heart-felt truths to me that are just bull-shit time consuming lies its ridiculous.... not really sure of what else to do... i try extremely hard to appease almost everyone that its exhausting. i think highly of all my friends, i just wish they, for once, could see through my eyes!!!!!!!!!!!!!
lately i feel so completely forgotten... i feel lost.. most likely my own fault... but lately i feel as if almost everyone i know fills my mind with crap, lies, bullshit, fantasies, uncertainties, and just plain ole jive. i admit to be selfish and needy, but this time, more than ever, i feel fed up. i look around me and see so much shit its sad... i have friends, at least they call themselves my friends, that can look me dead in the eyes and say promises, feelings, and such heart-felt truths to me that are just bull-shit time consuming lies its ridiculous.... not really sure of what else to do... i try extremely hard to appease almost everyone that its exhausting. i think highly of all my friends, i just wish they, for once, could see through my eyes!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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"No appeasement will avoid necessary battles .It only makes them more costly and lengthy."
I dont know you personally Daggers but I do know that true friends help us thru difficulties in life, they shouldnt make our life more difficult.