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ahhhhhhhhhhh I just wish I could get certain people out of my head... Then maybe I could actually get some sleep and feel some closure..

Still having the dreams about them.. Still constanly (without even trying) having them pop into my head. It's distracting and agitating. I know that I don't affect their thoughts at all, atleast I think.... Nah it could never be as constant as mine... I wish people could just go for what they want 100% of the time, in a positive but natural way. You know you want it so why don't you go for it? What in the world is blocking you?

I always get what I want....... and this time will be no different! I want it out!!!