daggers

This will be my journal entry for a while....

I have to stick to poetry for now cause my life right at the moment saddens me.


I will love my days
with our without you
You will take over my thoughts
with or without you
I cry myself to sleep
with or without you
You have made aware my faults
with or without you
I can only wait for your return
with or without you
I can only hope you see my way
with or without you
My life you have impacted on
with or without you
To only run away in an instant
with or without you
I stare at your images
with or without you
I dream of what should be
with or without you
I go through my daily routine
with or without you
I wake up under some spell
with or without you


* I can only hope that wrongs can become right, and for that I can live with you but not without *

Dee Dee Spencer




BEST EVER SAID*******************


Let me just say this, love and logic are alien to eachother.
if logic had it's way, we'd all be set because we'd have litle meetings and make prioritized lists and then settle on what makes sense.
but our hearts and blind and beat harder for some than others for no reason that you can really put into a list, it's deeper than that.
they fight all the time, the heart and the logic, and i'm just the box that carries them around and tries not to let them leak out the edges, or kill eachother.

i'm putting my logic on time out for an aspect, he's worked heard enough with me on some other issues lately, and he's done well.
but mister heart is going to take over for a minute.
but i need a little courage as well.
i carry a lot of things in this box.
i just have to always bear in mind that i carry them, and not the other way around, lest i get carried away