dagan

Sometimes I feal like I've done everything in my life really half assed. I hardly every do anything whole heartedly. I tend to procrastinate, to do just as much as I need to do to get by. Sometimes I think I should be a great businessman or a great scholar or something else that seems really important. But I really don't have any great goals or plans for the future. And its not like I really live for the moment either, but I do tend to enjoy my life and the little things I do every day. Until I start worrying that I've wasted my life and I'm screwing up my future because I'm not ambitious enough to be rich and sucessful.

Is it possible for people to change, or should I accept my life as it is and enjoy my underachieving self?