No, no you can't go! Stop!
Please don't go away... please?
No one's ever stuck with me for so long before...
And if you leave, if you leave... I remember things better with you, I do, look... P. Sherman, 42... 42... I remember it, I do, it's there, I know it is, because when I look at you, I can feel it. And I look...
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Please don't go away... please?
No one's ever stuck with me for so long before...
And if you leave, if you leave... I remember things better with you, I do, look... P. Sherman, 42... 42... I remember it, I do, it's there, I know it is, because when I look at you, I can feel it. And I look...
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I really wish that I could say I was unhappy with what I'm doing right now. That sounds strange, I know. I just wish I had an excuse to fucking go home and relax. Instead I sit in lab and do homework, grading, or research for 14-18 hours a day, sometimes more, get little to no sleep, and neglect the...
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I really wish that I could say I was unhappy with what I'm doing right now. That sounds strange, I know. I just wish I had an excuse to fucking go home and relax. Instead I sit in lab and do homework, grading, or research for 14-18 hours a day, sometimes more, get little to no sleep, and neglect the...
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antipode3141592:
the feeling of accomplishment... no matter how much shit you must wade through, no matter what tortuous hell you must endure, the idea that you have done something great is amazing beyond words. i'm glad that you've reached something like that 
but as to the rough week, i'm sorry to hear about that. hopefully things start looking up. i am starting to have a rough week now, so maybe you are getting the good vibes from my week 
but as to the rough week, i'm sorry to hear about that. hopefully things start looking up. i am starting to have a rough week now, so maybe you are getting the good vibes from my week 
alley_:
Ill be in the city 
Well THAT was a fun week.
Tuesday I got to the science center at 7:45am. I left at 8:30pm. Wednesday. Yes, damn near 37 hours later. No, I didn't sleep in between. Yes, it was fucking worth it. Came home, slept 14 hours, and was fired up all day yesterday.
Of course, the only reason that I knew it was Thursday yesterday is because I...
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Tuesday I got to the science center at 7:45am. I left at 8:30pm. Wednesday. Yes, damn near 37 hours later. No, I didn't sleep in between. Yes, it was fucking worth it. Came home, slept 14 hours, and was fired up all day yesterday.
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doctashock:
right on about the education thing. Have fun with the hockey.
mistressmissy:
just so you know cedar point is in sandusky. that crap town featured in tommy boy its kinda in the middle of toledo and cleveland. sort of.
and well probably have a hotel after party again.
its kinda in the middle of toledo and cleveland. sort of.
and well probably have a hotel after party again.
Wow. I haven't posted in a WHILE. Kinda hid in the shadows in the groups, too, and was so busy that I damn near missed some sets going up!
Right now I'm trying to relax. Of course, my version of relaxing is listening to Rammstein and restraining the urge to break shit.
I'm relaxing because I came down with a serious case of exhaustion yesterday......
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Right now I'm trying to relax. Of course, my version of relaxing is listening to Rammstein and restraining the urge to break shit.
I'm relaxing because I came down with a serious case of exhaustion yesterday......
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alley_:
Thanks for the idea, I just might do a hammock set.
xoxo
Alley
xoxo
Alley
Today's stats:
Amount of time spent in class: 2.5 hours
Amount of time spent in a meeting: just under 1 hour
Amount of time spent in the research lab: 8 hours (spent the last hour and a half, from 10:30 to midnight, bullshitting with Jay and Ken though)
Most enjoyable time spent today: the vast majority of the 8 hours in lab
Also, Professor Zuman...
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Amount of time spent in class: 2.5 hours
Amount of time spent in a meeting: just under 1 hour
Amount of time spent in the research lab: 8 hours (spent the last hour and a half, from 10:30 to midnight, bullshitting with Jay and Ken though)
Most enjoyable time spent today: the vast majority of the 8 hours in lab
Also, Professor Zuman...
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doctashock:
Hey man... dorks rule. Just ask toria
doctashock:
(Lurk)
Got pics in the profile now
Got pics in the profile now
Burning bridges roast the best marshmallows.
...as a side note, if you understand that as intended, congratulations. You've taken a major step towards actually living a live you can be proud of.
...as a side note, if you understand that as intended, congratulations. You've taken a major step towards actually living a live you can be proud of.
doctashock:
I get it. I forget where I heard it first, but I remember the meaning behind it. (I'm talking about both of those obscure references by the way. Not just the first one.)
daevric:
Oh? I've never actually heard it before. Just said it in conversation when someone was talking about having burned all their bridges.
*wonders what the obscure references are, other than too obscure for me to notice*
*wonders what the obscure references are, other than too obscure for me to notice*
I now officially work in the biggest CMP lab in the world.
Not only that, but one of the two people who built it from the ground up more or less told me yesterday that he wants me to take over his research when he leaves.
Of course, this all comes at a cost. I spent from 6:30pm until 10pm last night between the group...
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Not only that, but one of the two people who built it from the ground up more or less told me yesterday that he wants me to take over his research when he leaves.
Of course, this all comes at a cost. I spent from 6:30pm until 10pm last night between the group...
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doctashock:
In film school there was a lounge where students spent the night on a regular basis. I considered saving on the rent, putting all my things in storage and staying there for all the time I actually spent at home.
Congratulations though, sounds like you're moving into a pretty prestigious position. It will be well worth it in the end.
Congratulations though, sounds like you're moving into a pretty prestigious position. It will be well worth it in the end.
I just got in an accident. Three cars involved (though no one was hurt).
I have to leave for school in two days.
School, by the way, is 12 hours away.
I no longer have a car to take me there.
I have to leave for school in two days.
School, by the way, is 12 hours away.
I no longer have a car to take me there.
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superficial:
yeah, i went there for a couple years... it wasn't for me, though... i didn't like engineering or the area.
antipode3141592:
dude, i didn't know that you were in a wreck : ( that sucks. hope things are getting better with that (and that the 4 weeks passes quickly)
Something tells me that this is going to be simply amazing.
I always had a problem with the first movie they made of it. The novel is actually rather dark, and while Gene Wilder is great and all, Willy Wonka was not a bright, cheery, benevolent character. The fact that Tim Burton is directing the new one and Johnny Depp is going to play Willy...
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I always had a problem with the first movie they made of it. The novel is actually rather dark, and while Gene Wilder is great and all, Willy Wonka was not a bright, cheery, benevolent character. The fact that Tim Burton is directing the new one and Johnny Depp is going to play Willy...
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You never get over your first true love.
Or at least, I don't.
It's been almost 3 years since the day ... well, that day. Gods, I miss her. I still love her. No, I am still in love with her. I always will be.
It's strange. Knowing that there is not even a sliver of hope that we could ever be together again actually...
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Or at least, I don't.
It's been almost 3 years since the day ... well, that day. Gods, I miss her. I still love her. No, I am still in love with her. I always will be.
It's strange. Knowing that there is not even a sliver of hope that we could ever be together again actually...
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drknievel:
Ooooh, you're making a mistake. Turn back now, this does not work in the long run.
"Freedom's just another word for nothing left to lose...
I'd trade of all my tomorrows for one single yesterday...
When feeling good was good enough for me..."
Three weeks, one summer, five years ago. All I had to do was to kill one cop and we could've been living happily in Brazil ever since. Now somewhere in Pittsburgh tonight a pair of blue eyes once bright enough to melt your soul are clouded over and my artist/scientist/philosopher/adventurer vampire twin of the apocalypse has been reduced to yet another happy "healthy" yuppie vegtable, courtsey of the police state of Pennsylvania, lots of people made lots of money and furthered lots of political interests and the one person who had the power to set the record straight but didn't is now secretary of the department of homeland security. I'm sorry, but I think I win...
...Or at least that I'm qualified to tell you that this road leads to nowhere. Don't spend your life moving away from something, spend it moving toward something. Ah, but what's left that worth moving toward after you've already had the greatest thing ever and lost it? Well that's the question.
I guess I'll have to settle for world conquest, tho even that might be a hollow victory. But I figure somebody's going to conquer the world, so it might as well be me. I know there's plenty of worse people it could be...
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"Freedom's just another word for nothing left to lose...
I'd trade of all my tomorrows for one single yesterday...
When feeling good was good enough for me..."
Three weeks, one summer, five years ago. All I had to do was to kill one cop and we could've been living happily in Brazil ever since. Now somewhere in Pittsburgh tonight a pair of blue eyes once bright enough to melt your soul are clouded over and my artist/scientist/philosopher/adventurer vampire twin of the apocalypse has been reduced to yet another happy "healthy" yuppie vegtable, courtsey of the police state of Pennsylvania, lots of people made lots of money and furthered lots of political interests and the one person who had the power to set the record straight but didn't is now secretary of the department of homeland security. I'm sorry, but I think I win...
...Or at least that I'm qualified to tell you that this road leads to nowhere. Don't spend your life moving away from something, spend it moving toward something. Ah, but what's left that worth moving toward after you've already had the greatest thing ever and lost it? Well that's the question.
I guess I'll have to settle for world conquest, tho even that might be a hollow victory. But I figure somebody's going to conquer the world, so it might as well be me. I know there's plenty of worse people it could be...
[Edited on Dec 28, 2003 11:19PM]
alley_:
hmm...I love that song.
So sad, I wish someone felt that way about me. Maybe there is someone out there right now missing and loving me. I doubt it, but I can dream. Who knows she might be thinking the exact same thing about you.
xoxo
Alley
So sad, I wish someone felt that way about me. Maybe there is someone out there right now missing and loving me. I doubt it, but I can dream. Who knows she might be thinking the exact same thing about you.
xoxo
Alley
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